Juli 21, 2009

beautiful mess

Dear all,
i really really want to share this lyric, this song very honest, and very me :

"A Beautiful Mess"

You've got the best of both worlds
You're the kind of girl who can take down a man,
And lift him back up again
You are strong but you're needy,
Humble but you're greedy
And based on your body language,
And shoddy cursive I've been reading
Your style is quite selective,
though your mind is rather reckless
Well I guess it just suggests
that this is just what happiness is

Hey, what a beautiful mess this is
It's like picking up trash in dresses

Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you write
Kind of turn themselves into knives
And don't mind my nerve you could call it fiction
But I like being submerged in your contradictions dear
'Cause here we are, here we are

Although you were biased I love your advice
Your comebacks they're quick
And probably have to do with your insecurities
There's no shame in being crazy,
Depending on how you take these
Words I'm paraphrasing this relationship we're staging

And what a beautiful mess, yes it is
It's like picking up trash in dresses

Well it kind of hurts when the kind of words you say
Kind of turn themselves into blades
And the kind and courteous is a life I've heard
But it's nice to say that we played in the dirt
Cause here, here we are, Here we are
Here we are

We're still here
What a beautiful mess, this is
It's like taking a guess when the only answer is "Yes"

Through, timeless words and priceless pictures We'll fly like birds not of this earth

And tides they turn and hearts disfigure
But that's no concern when we're wounded together

And we, tore our dresses and stained our shirts
But its nice today. Oh the way it was so worth it.



xoxo,
blandy monologue

Juli 07, 2009

becanda cinta

dear dearest,

today i learn something about someone. Hal yang sangat membuat malas,kalo misalnya anda harus cape-cape ngeladenin orang toh dia cuma bisa becanda cinta (mau mau tapi ga maju maju). saya jadi semakin ngeri dengan hal-hal yang sepertinya sudah menjadi epidemik lelaki generasi sekarang ini. they aint got no balls !. Sometimes lelaki itu pelupa terhadap kodratnya, kalo memang dia harus mempunyai andil dalam menentukan suatu hubungan. memang bukan suatu status yang kaum hawa harapkan, tapi pembuktian,bahwa satu-satunya keadaan dimana kaum adam dapat membuktikan emansipasi wanita bisa mengalah, yaitu menyatakan apa yang terjadi dan ingin seperti apa hubungan yang sudah terjalin. Saya jujur, I really really loved to play, but this damn guy, not even give a sign to play, he keep running down the time with many stupid chit-chat with many bla-bla-bla, kebasa-basian yang membuat saya malas.
DAMN IT!.

so,the learning point is oh my. . lets start with another guy that have a plenty time to play x)
" Here's a simplification of everything we're going through
You plus me is bad news
But you're a lovely creation and I like to think that I am too
But my friend said I look better without you "
Sara bareilles - Love on the rock

xoxo,
b.monologue




yess,another addiction,polyvore.

looklet freakko


dear all,
yes,im looklet-ing,and really really addicted to it
im so outta head when i see all the clothes that i put on in the picture. i want that body, i want that thing, i want everything.
i really do,want to be fashion styler,but why on earth i stuck at this law faculty.
hmm..
:(

http://looklet.com/user/30288


xoxo
b.monologue